Mac
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Mac
I am also spending more time in the dark side...Seems I am much more comfortable there..
Would love to hear from you if you want...
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Mac
Time to set new goals for the New Year...I want to lose 15 lbs by summer...
I want to wish a Happy New Year to everyone...
Mac
I saw my shrink on Monday and he did what I thought he would do increase the Seroquel to 300mg...That will help since I like the effects of Seroquel...However I hate the side effects of constipation and weight gail...Oh well I will cope because I don't like being so down..
Hugs back to all...
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Mac
This is a not so ok post...I should be happy since I am within 3 lb of my ist gw which is 105...But instead
my major feeling is depression...I can see myself falling into the ditch...Self medicating, self destruction, lack of interest in things that usually interest me, severe boredom and lots of sleep...
I did make an apt with my shrink...The earliest date I can see him is Sept 8...So I need to hold it together until then...I could use some hugs if anyone has any to give..Thanks,
Mac
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I am fucked up...a common complaint...but I have bing restrictin like crazy and purging with lots of laxatived to stay on the losing train...I have lost 7 lbs since the 4th of July wring my weight to 107.I'm 5'6" so my bmi is just under 17.5,,,I t feels like a victory, but it isn't I still feel fat an constantly self harm with smoking, drinking, drugs, and cutting....I don't see a good ending for me just more of the same until i finally die...
Any comment, triggering or supportive are appreciated...
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Mac
I am back after several months away...I am an older male who is anorexic and bulimic who also self harms...
I am looking to meet friends and share posts with anyone who is into the same things...My current stats are 5'6", 112 lbs..